So I was intrigued today by a post I saw on Instagram about Achievement Numbers. Anything like that always sounds super intriguing to me so I checked it out. Basically its got to do with Numerology, the importance/significance/meanings of numbers based around your birth date. Achievement numbers according to Numerology.com "represents an extremely important vibrational pattern in your Numerology Chart....When one achieves the fullest expression of this number, The Laws of Attraction are activated and obstacles to a prosperous and happy life are removed." Wow right? If you are interested in the Laws of Attraction, happiness and prosperity how could this not be interesting to learn more about right?
So what you have to do is take the month # you were born in and add it to the day # you were born in. You add each individual number to the next. So say you are born November 16, you add 1+1+1+6=9. Your number would be 9. If you get a double digit then you add those 2 #s with each other until you get a single digit. There is more in depth explanation to this online if you want to find out more.
According to this math, my number is 7. And what that says about me is really interesting and rather in a way super significant to me because it was like taking a deeper look at myself or an outsiders look at myself.
"You are affected by the fear of making mistakes, being humiliated or people thinking you are not good enough. These fears usually stem from your fear of abandonment, as you think everyone will leave you if you are not the intelligent person you want others to believe you are. Unfortunately, this attitude is detrimental as instead of achieving results, you lose your patience and can become incredibly manipulative. Overcoming your extreme need for validation and being needed by others in important for you to progress in life. You need to trust your intuition more as you are often over-analytical. Conversely, at times you will formulate a grand plan but at the last minute, ignore your logical planning and make an impulsive decision. Never engage in purposeless activity just because you are bored or lonely, as it will lead to negative consequences."
I got that from a site called TSEMRINPOCHE. The description on numerology was basically the same.
I'm analytical that's true. I analyze everything and want to dissect everything to the point of exhaustion. This past year I learned to just let certain things be. I'm not talking about disagreements or fights but rather my off days in my business. I'm learning about patience and faith in the plan the universe and God have for me. In due time. I also agree that I have a fear of not being good enough, couldn't have said it any clearer. After my years of substance abuse I still find it hard to feel accepted. That is not to say that I am not loved by the people in my life, but that no matter what, whenever I fail or feel like someone is judging me, I always in my mind revert back to the time when I was being a total dumb ass and I can't ever seem to let it go. I know everyone makes mistakes but I carry mine with me. I'm still learning. I don't care what anyone thinks about me anymore when it comes to most everything in my life, but when it has to do with my step kids, I feel like I'm always doing something wrong in their eyes and I just want to be accepted. Strangers opinions of me do not matter but the opinions of people I care about do when I know it also shouldn't affect me to the highest degree that it does.
I was pleased to see that these are my "downfalls" if you will and that once I can figure out how to basically let all that shit be, then I'll be able to attract much more of what I want from life into my life.
I just thought i was rather interesting. You should check out what your number means. Let me know how accurate you think it is to you. Come find me on instagram juliette_wanderlove_fit
Thank you my friends!